That’s the way I feel, at least.<\/p>\n I don’t have the energy I feel I need, and it seems I never get enough sleep, even when I do.<\/p>\n I’m sure my husband gets tired too, but he manages to keep going.<\/p>\n My body just won’t let me. It just stops and I can’t force it to keep going.<\/p>\n I wasn’t always like this. I used to be able to go-go-go.<\/p>\n I don’t know if I reached my limit or if something more serious happened last year, after my surgery and infection.<\/p>\n I get grouchy easily, too and it sets the mood for the entire day.<\/p>\n There are no specific triggers and it can last anywhere from a few hours to a few weeks.<\/p>\n My husband during all of this? He’s doing everything he can to keep his cool and not join me in my grouch-fest.<\/p>\n He takes over at bedtime on the nights that I just CAN’T.<\/p>\n I struggle with having the perfect house. When things are dirty or messy I can’t focus and it seems like a constant circle.<\/p>\n I’m okay with tidy but I can NOT do chaos.<\/p>\n I thought about not participating in the prompt today. My blog is usually a happy place unless someone dies and I try not to write about the negative in my life if I don’t have to. This is my happy place to look back on our children’s childhood that is all too quickly flying by. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-5958","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-family","7":"entry","8":"has-post-thumbnail"},"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5zEve-1y6","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5958","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5958"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5958\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5958"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5958"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5958"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"husbandisbetter\"](\"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/05\/husbandisbetter.png\")
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