{"id":5444,"date":"2012-08-05T07:43:54","date_gmt":"2012-08-05T12:43:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/?p=5444"},"modified":"2012-08-05T07:46:34","modified_gmt":"2012-08-05T12:46:34","slug":"trying-to-refocus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/2012\/trying-to-refocus\/","title":{"rendered":"Trying to refocus"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’ve been in a “place” lately. I’m not sure what I mean when I say that but I can’t seem to get out of it and stay. I’m certainly not unhappy. I have so much to be happy about – 3 healthy children, a husband that provides far more than we need, and I’m fully recovered from my own ordeal.<\/p>\n

Yes, I am frequently sad when I think my of my nephew but he doesn’t overtake my thoughts that often, I’m far too busy, but he’s always there, lingering.<\/p>\n

I feel guilty for whatever this “place” is. It’s showing up in my every day.<\/p>\n

It’s really awful when you don’t know HOW you are feeling or how to explain it.<\/p>\n

I’m trying to work through it and figure it out. We have big changes happening, homeschool and preschool, and I need to refocus to make sure they succeed.<\/p>\n

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I’ve been in a “place” lately. I’m not sure what I mean when I say that but I can’t seem to get out of it and stay. I’m certainly not unhappy. I have so much to be happy about – 3 healthy children, a husband that provides far more than we need, and I’m fully […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[147],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-5444","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-wheelchair-stuff","7":"entry","8":"has-post-thumbnail"},"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5zEve-1pO","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5444","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5444"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5444\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5444"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5444"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5444"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}