{"id":4994,"date":"2012-04-13T11:57:26","date_gmt":"2012-04-13T16:57:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/?p=4994"},"modified":"2012-04-13T12:20:34","modified_gmt":"2012-04-13T17:20:34","slug":"i-get-knocked-down-but-i-get-up-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/2012\/i-get-knocked-down-but-i-get-up-again\/","title":{"rendered":"I get knocked down but I get up again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE: This is note a quality blog post. It&#8217;s run on ramblings because I just need to write. That&#8217;s the joy of this being MINE, right?!<\/p>\n<p>This has been a very rough year. When it rains .. .<\/p>\n<p>I spent most of January in the hospital and just as I was getting better my nephew is killed. Once we try and get back on track with our lives I realize life will NEVER be the same. THEN (yes there is more) my husband is sent to a cardiologist after running many tests only to be told he&#8217;s perfectly normal. THEN I get a migraine sinus infection combo that knocks me down for 2.5 days. I can&#8217;t lift my head. It sucks. It scares me and makes me think about what happened to us in 2002. Then my husband reminds me that he&#8217;s thinking about it too and I feel like \u00a0total crap.<\/p>\n<dl id=\"foter-photo-figure\" class=\"foter-photo aligncenter\" style=\"width: 300px; color: #888; position: relative; font-size: 11px; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; overflow: hidden; zoom: 1; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #DDDDDD; border-radius: 3px 3px 3px 3px;\">\n<dt><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"foter-photo mceItem\" style=\"display: block; width: 100%;\" title=\"belle &amp; sebastian:the state I am in\" src=\"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/belle-sebastian-the-state-i-am-in.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/dt>\n<dd style=\"padding: 0; margin: 0;\"><span style=\"display: block; float: right;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/41754875@N00\/\">visualpanic<\/a> \/ <a title=\"Foter\" href=\"http:\/\/foter.com\/\">Foter<\/a><\/span><\/dd>\n<\/dl>\n<p>I&#8217;m so sick of all the pouring.<\/p>\n<p>I had a good moment yesterday and immediately shared it on facebook.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Lucas discovered what is ailing me. There was a bicycle in my heart so he used a (barrell of) monkey (ies) to get it out, then taped me up. I should be all better soon.<\/p>\n<dl id=\"foter-photo-figure\" class=\"foter-photo aligncenter\" style=\"width: 300px; color: #888; position: relative; font-size: 11px; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; overflow: hidden; zoom: 1; padding: 4px; border: 1px solid #DDDDDD; border-radius: 3px 3px 3px 3px;\">\n<dt><a title=\"Stethoscope\" href=\"http:\/\/foter.com\/photo\/stethoscope-1\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"foter-photo mceItem\" style=\"display: block; width: 100%;\" title=\"Stethoscope\" src=\"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/stethoscope-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/dt>\n<dd style=\"padding: 0; margin: 0;\"><span style=\"display: block; float: right;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/7197250@N06\/\">a.drian<\/a> \/ <a title=\"Foter\" href=\"http:\/\/foter.com\/\">Foter<\/a><\/span><\/dd>\n<\/dl>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE: This is note a quality blog post. It&#8217;s run on ramblings because I just need to write. That&#8217;s the joy of this being MINE, right?! This has been a very rough year. When it rains .. . I spent most of January in the hospital and just as I was getting better my nephew [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4994","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-family","7":"entry"},"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5zEve-1iy","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4994","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4994"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4994\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4994"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4994"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4994"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}