{"id":12039,"date":"2016-09-07T10:03:45","date_gmt":"2016-09-07T15:03:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/?p=12039"},"modified":"2016-09-07T10:08:15","modified_gmt":"2016-09-07T15:08:15","slug":"almost-17-years-post","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/2016\/almost-17-years-post\/","title":{"rendered":"Almost 17 years post"},"content":{"rendered":"

This is the ONE time a year I truly allow myself to mourn what might have been. 
\nIt’s the one time a year I allow myself to be sad and sometimes even get a little angry. It’s the time I wonder, “Why the f3ck did it have to be me??”.<\/p>\n

 I think it’s healthy to admit that while I chose happiness and acceptance that it is perfectly okay to wonder about and wish for the healthy able bodied life I left behind.<\/p>\n

I lost more than just the ability to walk that day.<\/p>\n

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What better time than the days and hours leading up to the moment that changed me so much but yet, left me the same?<\/p>\n

I would never in 1 million years change the way my life turned out because it’s beautiful and amazing, but for this next week you will have to just accept my shifting moods.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This is the ONE time a year I truly allow myself to mourn what might have been.  It’s the one time a year I allow myself to be sad and sometimes even get a little angry. It’s the time I wonder, “Why the f3ck did it have to be me??”.  I think it’s healthy to […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-12039","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-family","7":"entry","8":"has-post-thumbnail"},"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5zEve-38b","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12039","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12039"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12039\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12041,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12039\/revisions\/12041"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12039"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12039"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.wheelchairmommy.com\/closed\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12039"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}