DH brought Will’s carseat home yesterday!! WE got it in the car and getting him in and out of it will be EASIER than with the infant carrier once I get the hang of it . . I may also end up with a PERMANANT bruise on my left arm but, hey. Who cares.

(the bruise because I have to use the car to support myself since I dont have a lot of trunk support when I am supporting something or rather SOMEONE else. (does that make sense) If I am in my chair alone or just holding Will I am okay.. .but if I need to move him from my lap to his carseat I cant BALANCE!! There that’s the word.

There have been sooo many babies born recently!!

My step sister had a baby on the first and named her Avery . .another friend had a baby a few days ago and named her Hollen and my nieces’s childhood friend had a little boy on the 2nd or 3rd .. I cant remember his name tho!!!

BABIES BABIES EVERYWHERE!!!! What happened to my LITTLE BITTY TINY BABY!!!?????????????

going to my dad’s — kidneys are shutting down and he doesnt have much longer .. . my Step mom said we need to go see him

I was going back and forth on whether to go see him or not and my step mom said she thinks he would enjoy it and that she felt we really NEEDED to as well….

I cant lose my daddy . . .I know he’ll be free of all the pain he’s been on all these years (heart problems, diabetes and now he’s on oxygen 24/7)

Please remind me that wanting him to live is selfish; he’s ready to go and so tired of the fight and the pain and the weakness and everything else.

Just because it’s cute:

(14:42:23) love4lifepkh:(14:38:07) love4lifepkh:gfdcd vgfffffffffff
(14:42:42) love4lifepkh:will’s first attemt at foot typing

MY GODDNESS WE HAD A STORM LAST NIGHT!!!

Anyone else in Texas will know what I am talking about … AT one point it sounded like something HIT our house. . the whole thing just shook and rattled and vibrated .. it was scary. Well, a HUGE branch fell on the house just over our bedroom Good thing we are renting right now.

Oddly enough my baby slept through it but when he did wake up to eat I didnt want him to go back in his room by himself so I kept him in bed with us.