My sister called me this evening and told me my dad isnt doing well….He’s had heart problems forever and now he has 2 arteries 100% clogged and one is 80% and the other is 90% clogged (wouldn’t some of that be ventricles?? )

Anyways he’s already had several heart surgeries and doesnt want another one…. So Charlie and I are going to see him this weekend; we are leaving tomorrow….. It really sucks when you have a bad day with people gripping you out (no one here; some RL “friends” )then you find out your dad may not live much longer. (he’s in his seventies)

Goodness — I really need to start getting a routine! We never go to bed at a reasonable time and now that I am tired with the pregnancy I sleep in. 

Last weekend was good but now I miss my mom . She came to help me clean since I am trying to take it easy.

DARN HORMONES!!!

I had to buy some Godiva  because there is one group of friends that doesnt know my news….and our tradition is to bring chocolate and have people guess who brought it and why..well I had to repeat it TWICE. No one could believe it!

I’m 10 weeks!

The bleeding stopped.

Yesterday was my first bad day of M/S. When I got up I threw up. . It was odd because I hadnt eaten anything since I JUST got up…

but strangely, afterwards I was still starved and was able to eat and SO FAR keep lunch down!!

We Found a REALLY cute semi-unisex bedding set that I think we are going to order. It’s 75% off!!! I need to decide soon though. It’s only $99, usually $400.

Did I mention that I got a card from Charlie and a card from Patti for mother’s day? I also got charlie’s baby blanket.

Charlie and I had a “thing” (small fight?!) today, thrn i had some red spotting…it’s freaking me out….i am laying down and taking it easy!! PLEASE BE OKAY BUMP!!!!!

I am so tired tonight!
Well I meet my OB tomorrow — I hope anyways! I dont want to have to interview to many doctors!

I had to buy a new bra today Into a D!!!!!